Four Little Hearts


Adopt Mark, Isaiah, Adam and Jacob from foster care in Florida These three beautiful little boys, and their baby brother (seen in the video), are looking for a forever home that will adopt all four of them together. Such sweet little brothers with such love between them. If they haven’t already, I hope they find their forever home soon. When they do, their parents will be so blessed.

Adopt Mark, Isaiah, Adam and Jacob from foster care in Florida.

Please share this link to help them find their family. ❤

Factually Speaking


For my American visitors, a hopefully something that may inspire those of you considering adopting from foster care.

Currently, there are approximately 400 000 children in and out of the US foster care system. As you read this, approximately 100 000 of those children, are waiting to find their forever homes.


The Beauty Is In The Eye Of The One Wearing Hip Waders


My latest blog follow is Millions of Miles. I’ve had it posted here on the site for a bit, under the “Blogs I Follow” links on the right hand side of the page. Just in case you haven’t clicked on the link to this blog yet, I just wanted to give it a shout out, and share my latest favorite discovery.

I could say one thing to you about this blog, that totally sums up my feelings about it in one short sentence: you must read this blog. I could leave it at just that, and not one word more. If you check it out, you’ll agree that’s reason enough. But I imagine you’re expecting a little more from me than that, so here goes.

A Million Miles is well known in the blogging world, and really needs no introduction. But for those of you, who haven’t discovered it yet, here’s a quick bio. Megan and her husband Kamron live in Kentucky, with their three super cute children; Sadie and Noah are her two are biological children and Miles was adopted in 2010 from the Democratic Republic of Congo in Africa. They have just completed the training and glorious mounds of paperwork to become licensed foster parents, and are hoping to adopt a child from foster care this year.

I must admit, I don’t follow too many blogs on international adoption. I read about international and private adoption, before we decided to go the public route. But since deciding to go public, I’ve more so been seeking accounts of experiences that will be more akin to ours in the future. But I stumbled upon this blog, and read the first entry, and then another, and another…. I couldn’t stop reading. So I flipped back to her first entry in 2009, and began my journey with Megan and her family where their blogging journey began.

I just finished reading it last night, and I was tempted to write my shout out right away, and actually did start this last night, but it was after 3am, and I wasn’t finding the right words to express how awesome a blogger I think Megan is. So I’m back at it again, and I really hope I do her justice.

I’m not a Mom yet, but I have this vision of the Mom I’d like to be, and I’m going to strive to be. But as I’ve said before, I’m a realist. I know that my vision is not one of blissful perfection. I know that there will be moments that are crazy and stressful, and harder than I could ever imagine. There will be days where I wonder what the heck I was thinking taking all this on. I also know that this will likely cause me to be out of the running to be the posterchild for model mother behaviour. But I hope, that for every falter, I do at least two things right. And above all else, I want my kids to know that through everything, they are loved no matter what.

Which brings me to the main reason I loved this blog, which was that I could relate to her. As cheesy as it might sound, reading her writing, I just totally could see us hanging out and having a great time doing absolutely nothing but gabbing away. She is the type of Mom who is in awe of her kids one day, but that doesn’t mean they don’t drive her out of her ever loving mind the next. She’s devoted to her family, but that doesn’t mean she isn’t super psyched about going away for a blogging conference which allows her to watch whatever she wants on TV and “eat dinner nekkid in her bed”. (Which she did, by the way.) Who wouldn’t want to hang with a girl like that?! I know I would! Not eating dinner nekkid necessarily, but maybe I’d try it on my own and we could compare notes later how sensational it was.

But seriously, she’s got a generous heart, she’s hilarious (can’t tell you how many times I chuckled out loud), and she’s down to earth. She’s real. I like that. She puts it all out there, and admittedly, it isn’t always pretty. But I think that there’s beauty in truth, even if you have to wade through the ugly bits to find it sometimes. And I couldn’t think of someone I’d rather wade along with than Megan. I’m pretty sure you’re gonna feel the same way. So throw on a pair of hip wader boots, and head on over to her blog. I guarantee you’ll be glad you did.


The Myth vs. Reality of Foster Care Adoption



Okay, school’s back in session and I’ve decided to talk about some of the myths people have about Foster Care also known as adoption through Children’s Aid, Children’s Services and/or, public adoption. A lot of people have some serious misconceptions about what Foster Care is and how it works. When people ask me about it, they’re quite often surprised that what I share with them usually isn’t what they thought it was at all. With so many people misunderstanding what it’s all about, it undoubtedly prevents some potential adoptive parents from considering Foster Care, and in turn, prevents so many beautiful children from finding their forever families. So here are some of the common myths and truths, about public adoption.

MYTH: All forms of adoption are extremely expensive, and therefore, you have to be financially capable of footing these costs.

TRUTH: Foster Care is the cheapest form of adoption. There are very few costs involved in adopting through the public system. The only costs you will incur are the cost of police checks and the cost of a medical report, if your doctor chooses to charge you at all. Some doctors will not charge, or will at least lessen their fee if they know the report is for adoption purposes.

Even the cost of the homestudy and PRIDE training (which are both required in order to adopt), are covered through the various Children’s Services agencies throughout Canada. Some choose to pay for these themselves in order to speed up the process, or to pursue various adoption options. They will pay an adoption practitioner to perform their homestudy which costs on average $2000-$3000. The cost of PRIDE training is on average about $1500 per couple, or half that if you’re a single person looking to adopt.

If choosing to foot the bill for a homestudy and PRIDE, you are still usually under $5000, which is still far less expensive than private domestic adoption which averages $10-$20000, or international adoptions that can range anywhere from $20-$50000, or more.

MYTH: Children in Foster Care are there because of something they did.

TRUTH: Children in care are there through no fault of their own. Sadly, they have no control over ending up in care, and equally sad is that they usually enter care due to abuse, neglect, inabilility of their biological parents to parent them, or in some instances, even through the death of their parents.

MYTH: Children in care are considered special needs due to severe physical or mental illnesses.

TRUTH: The truth of this statement is that all children are indeed special needs. But the definition of special needs does not refer to health issues. All children in care have special needs solely due to their life experiences that put them in care, whether it be a child that was abused, or siblings who lost their parents. Special needs just means they need adoptive parents who are dedicated to loving and helping their children work through what they’ve been through.

MYTH: All the children in care are “unadoptable”; having severe behavioral isssues, medical or mental issues, rendering them undesirable and unadoptable.

TRUTH: There are no “unadoptable” children. There is a parent or parents for every child in care. All children have special needs, and some do need higher levels of care than others based on past experiences and health issues. No child deserves the label of “unadoptable”, and every child deserves to find their forever home.

MYTH: It’s easier to adopt a healthy child, through private adoption than public.

TRUTH: Many pre-adoptive parents assume that because they choose the private route to adoption, with a birthmother who chooses a birthplan for her child, they will receive a healthy newborn. The reality is, that a birthmother may not be honest about prenatal care or indulging in drugs or alcohol during their pregnancy. Also, like any birth, there is the possibility a child can be born with health issues or learning disabilities, despite the birthmother doing all the right things for her child in utero.

MYTH: Biological parents of children in care are all drug addicts, alcoholics, abusers, etc.

TRUTH: As mentioned earlier, not all children who enter the system are abused or neglected. Some children lose a parent or parents to death, and sadly do not have family available to adopt them. Other parents are unable to parent their children either due to mental capacity, mental or physical illness.

MYTH: Biological parents of children in care don’t love their children. This is probably one of the biggest myths surrounding Foster Care children. Most people when told this, can understand that children of parents who have mental illness, may be very loved, but their parents are incapable of providing proper care for them. They don’t doubt their parents ability to love their children.

Where the myth is harder to disprove is when you’re talking about an abusive parent. Now there are no doubt rare instances where children are victims of parents who are incapable of love or empathy. But for the most part, even parents who have abused or neglected their child, still love them. They may not have shown it through their treatment of their children, but in their own way, they do love them.

MYTH: A biological parent can come back and decide to reclaim their child.

TRUTH: Children in care who are available to be adopted, are available because their parental rights have been terminated by the courts. Once a parent’s rights to their child have been legally terminated, they do not have the ability to come back and try to regain custody of their child.

MYTH: Older children and teens in care are already set in their ways and behaviors resulting from their past experiences. This makes them more difficult to adopt than say a toddler.

TRUTH: There are unique challenges with any age of child, adopted or not. In the case of children in care, there are a lot of advantages to adopting an older child.

Toddlers do have memories, just as older children do. However, unlike older children, they do not have the mental capacity, nor the capability to process and grasp those past experiences and the process of adoption. They also don’t have the ablility to express their emotions verbally, which often offers up it’s own set of challenging behaviours.

Older children may have been shaped by past experiences and have more life experience. However, an older child can express and process their emotions surrounding adoption. You are able to converse with them about what they are going through and verbally reassure them. This is not to say that older children are less challenging, but that the challenges they present can be managed differently.

MYTH: In order to be approved to adopt, you have to meet a lot of stringent criteria. You have to be financially successful couple, who have a large, beautiful home in order to be considered acceptable.

TRUTH: This is so not the case. Single, divorced, gay, lesbian, bisexual, transexual, and older individuals can be approved for adoption. You don’t have to be financially wealthy, or have a large home. You just have to be able to demonstrate that you can financially care for a child or children, in a loving home, and provide them with the emotional support they need.

MYTH: A lot of Foster Care children don’t want to be adopted.

TRUTH: Children in care just want a loving home with a loving parent or parents they can call their own. They want to live in a home that isn’t temporary. They want someone to tuck them in at night, and someone to see them off to school in the morning. Someone to be there for all the big moments, and the little ones. Someone who’s there for them through thick and thin, who will love them no matter what. They’re no different than you and me. We all want to be loved, so why wouldn’t they?

These are just a few of the most common myths, but unfortunately there are many more out there. And I know that if any of you who are reading this are already parents of children adopted from care, you’ve heard ’em all. I’d be happy to have others share their experiences with misconceptions. The more myths we can dismiss the better. These kids need people to know that they’re just as deserving of love as any other children out there waiting to be adopted. And potential parents need to know that they don’t have to be perfect to be parents. One of my favorite quotes is from

You don’t have to be perfect to be a perfect parent. There are thousands of kids in Foster Care who will take you just as you are.

I think that pretty much says it all. ❤

What Will This Year Bring???


Happy New Year. Another Christmas come and gone, the end of one year, and the fresh faced promises of a new one. My holiday was fairly quiet as I was off between Christmas and New Year’s but hubby wasn’t. So I had a lot of time on my own, which should have lead to blogging *cough, cough*, but obviously didn’t. But one thing it did lead to was daydreaming about the possibility of next Christmas being a little different.

Even though I know that next Christmas would be the perfect scenario, being we haven’t even submitted our application yet, I still couldn’t stop myself. Besides, who knows? For example, on one of the adoption chat boards I visit, a family is just in the process of transitioning with their new son after only nine months of starting the process. Logically, I know it will likely be longer, but a girl can dream, can’t she? Dream of how much better it will be sharing the holiday with one or hopefully, two little ones full of excitement and awe. Christmas baking with little hands…packing up the car to go visit family…tucking them in on Christmas Eve…their little faces on Christmas morning. I cannot wait for all the holiday traditions that will start on purpose, or even better, by accident. Just can’t wait.

It’s amazing how much I love these little people and I don’t even know who they are. And when we actually do know them, the day will come when they will one day invade our mundane adult lives, and inject it with all the things children bring. That includes the good, the bad and the ugly. All are welcome. Obviously the good is more fun to daydream about, but as weird as it may sound, I’m excited for all of it. That said, I may be a dreamer, but I’m also a realist. I’m sure that one day in the not so distant future, I will write a blog cursing myself for ever daring to imagine we could take all this on. But for now, I’m just going to enjoy the dreams as they come.

Photo courtesy of me. :)

Photo courtesy of me.

2012 in review


The stats helper monkeys prepared a 2012 annual report for this blog.

Here’s an excerpt:

600 people reached the top of Mt. Everest in 2012. This blog got about 5,000 views in 2012. If every person who reached the top of Mt. Everest viewed this blog, it would have taken 8 years to get that many views.

Click here to see the complete report.